words I don’t use: break up
I’m 31 years old and I have never been broken up with. One guy has turned me down for sex. Every day I prepare myself mentally to not be as lucky. My long-term partner and I regularly talk about our futures. The conversation goes something like, “I want to do this, I want to do that, you’re amazing, I love sharing my life with you, I’m so excited I get to witness your journey, I love watching us change, yadda, […]
Categories: Uncategorized • Tags: acceptance, break ups, communication, honesty, love, relationships, support
sensuality
Today I searched “sensual” on pinterest while pretending I didn’t just spend an hour working out trying to become sensual myself. Only women show up. They have several things in common: Confusion I know that confusion means tugging on your lower lip. I did it while watching the series finale of “Roseanne” in 1997. Trouble taking off their underwear It gets stuck right past their hip bone. They’re trying (hard I imagine because their bodies can be stand ins for Ted […]
Categories: Uncategorized • Tags: musings, pearls, pinterest, sensuality, sexy, shadows, thoughts, underwear, women
haikus for shower sex
we are squeaky clean everything is rubbery is there a squeegee in there? please please please don’t fall teeth on tile equal blood bath molars clog old drains winter makes hair dry semen or conditioner? looks the same to me
Categories: snippets • Tags: bath, clean, haiku, poem, poetry, porn shower, sex, shower, wet
haikus for dogs
these toes must be new i lick them like fresh baked treats socks make sibley sad a knot on my neck carries the poem around it’s not too heavy belly to the floor i scuttle under the bed why is it shaking? there’s a camera in my face. Am I really that cute? yes, I am
Categories: snippets • Tags: blue heeler, haiku, poem, poetry
in-laws
“Wanna know what I think about when I first meet someone?” “Sure.” “What it’s like to fuck them.” The flowers on my dress wilted. They knew what “fuck” meant; I didn’t. What followed was one of the most honest and open friendships I’ve ever had. A role reversal friendship based on pure trust. I, the 12-year-old adult, guiding a 30 something year old through marriage, his first-born, infidelity, and etcetera. I trusted him enough to share my pubescence with him and […]
Categories: secrets
I am the natural form: a poem ?
The craving for sashimi was satisfied when I searched “30D” on ebay and sorted the results “Price + Shipping: highest first.” Supple natural form silicone inserts make me want to be a woman, mad at my lover for not being able to read my mind, hysterical days before shark week, naked on request. I drag my lead limbs through the days looking for the end of wanting, but it keeps coming. I am a woman. I am the natural form. […]
Categories: secrets • Tags: poem, poetry, silicone breast forms
missing phones & found identities
‘”Excuse me, guys; do you mind if I sit here?’ She sat down before we could answer. Who would say no to a mini skirt and black leather jacket anyway? She knew it wouldn’t be us. “Sure, have a seat.” Female stranger was a black-haired, blonde-rooted, student? who had commanded too much alcohol to go down her throat. If anyone was giving badges that night for livers working the most overtime, her liver’s badge would’ve been accompanied by a ceremony […]
Categories: stories • Tags: alcohol, cell phone, hot drunk babes, liquor, makeup, party
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